Now You See

From the moment i first saw you,
I knew that it could be true.

To be safe when afraid.
When hurt come to aid.

To feel happy, when sorrowful.
Today instead of tomarrow.

Now you see,
Everything you have done for me.

To you my heart I pour
And so much more!

Frozen

I am alone and cold
frozen of one's touch
but still you do not see
the truth that burns with in me
i hold the secret
never to ne revealed
but it's beggin to be set free
i don't know how long i can stand
to be forsakened to this strange land

O won't you set me free
or reveal my secrets
take my pride
breake my courage
and bring down my self esteem?

Just leave me here
with all that i have left
the clothes on my back
the air in my lungs
the blood in my veins
and my frozen black heart
waiting to be melted
will you do this for me?

Never Had a Try

As a deep hole in my heart
keeps getting deeper
and watching you fight
fighting for her
what does she got
that's calling you
but what you don't know
that I love you too

And it's tearin me up
watching you there
and nothing I say
can keep you here

And strangers we shall walk
not knowing my hearts desire
you keep walking
as my hopes get higher
the longing I've watied
never seems to arrive
and the pain that's been torchering me
is waiting for me to die

And it's tearin me up
watching you there
and nothing I say
can keep you here

Blind the remaining of you shall be
still unable to see me
is time what destroyed us
did you not care
or could you not tell
of a lover's stare

And it's tearin me up
watching you there
and nothing i say
can keep you here

What you don't know
can hurt you
and neither can it
benefit you
it's funny how time passed by
but I shall remain the one
that never had a try.

See Me

Dreams all sucked out of my brain
figureing ways to ease your pain
your the closeset anyone can be
Yet your clueless of the suffering i breathe
I see you there waiting to come down
from this cloud portraying your sober clown

i want to be free
i want to lose these exspectations and responsibilities
i want you to see me

I love...You love...all to end this happy ending
In your eyes i am weak and unthreatening
But here i am straight to the bone
yet all of this you have not known
one day vengence will come to me
and maybe then you will see

i want to be free
i want to lose these ecxpectations and responibilities
i want you to see me

Untitled

Why do you weep there all alone?
To write at which no one wants to hear?
Why is it that people only want to see, hear, and think of happy things
When that not truely there?
Why are we so blind of the issues
When they are right before us?
Is it because we would rather know none of the truth
But all of fantasy?
Why is it what we don't know can't hurt?
Maybe it does but we are too cold to feel.
Why is it that we can only see the light
When it is dark?
Why do we blame on others as
A simple solution?
Than to find what really solves our life's problems?
Are we too complex of creatures than
The simple human charateristics we are to fulfill?
Why do we so anything at all
If it is to only cause pain and suffering?
Why do we still remain after all
Has left that we have always cared about?
After all of the name calling, backstabing, lieing, cheating,yelling, killing, pains we endured only to ask for more!

My Impossible

Can you make the world go round?
Can you reach and touch the stars that twinkle for eternity?
Can you fulfill every promise?
Can you fix every mistake?
Can you understand the love that i have for you?
Can you reconize it through the fear that disables me?
Can you conqure the impossible with only the sinlge thought of my love?
The love that you say you deeply desire only to replace with your Shine.
Would tell me if i didn't know?
Would you answer this for me?
Can you set the standards of my impossible?

A Dreamer's Fantasy

Perfection. A skill
only assomplised in a
Dreamer's Fantasy.

A Love. Shaped
only in a
Dreamer's Fantasy.

Pure Freedom. Expressed
only in a
Dreamer's Fantasy.

Now as I fall asleep to my
minds subliminal perfection
of how one's life should and
would like it to be, Only to
wake up and not remeber a thing.